Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Do something!


01/30 - Its strange that how you can perk yourslf up. You definately have little control over your emotions. But, sometimes I dont know why i prefer to sulk. I feel, I do it to be a little tuff with myself. Force myself to feel bad so that I do something about it. Today, I cultivated the thoughts that I've messed up big time. Not entirely untrue either. Look at the list, its too big. First, I lost my card! how can I do it? I dont even remember how and when i lost it. Now, it'll take some time to get the new card and i've to goto london this weekend. will it arrive in time? And God! this london thing have already driven me nuts. I'm so confused. Damn! i'm messed up completely. I missed applying to that IPO dad advised coz i procastinated. I've already failed in submitting bills on time. Dont know wht to do about investments. haven't submitted rent-receipt either! And, this house contract have already sucked me. now, will thing go already here whn i'm in london. How to take money to india? coz I lost the card, cudn't but the mobile which already had tored my mind to pieces. Have to cancel phone, tv licence etc. dont know how many giltches will be thr. Ah! Whn'll I go home? i want to go home. I need to go home before my personality is seriously altered. Atleast, the date shd have been fixed. It seems I've lost control of my life or rather i myself let it loose!! Damed! do somethng!!

Sunday, January 1, 2006

50 things to do in 2006


50 things to do in 2006 ( in no particular order )
1. Buy a Car! yipeeee
2. Learn Driving! whts the use of 1 otherwsie?
3. Learn to play any instrument (if nothing else atleast perfect your whistle!)
4. Sent as much time as possible with family (not any other long foreign trip!)
5. Play with Aasmi (best thing in life!!)
6. Tell 'I Love you' to everyone ;-)
7. Trip to any hill-station with family
8. Go on a road trip on bike with friends to jaipur or haridwar
9. Excercise regularly
10. Get a flatter tummy/waist
11. Get a new mobile
12. Be more extravagant
13. more smiles
14. pray a bit more
15. make some new friends ;-)
16. chats with divs (also meet more often)
17. play more
18. visit as many places as possible in noida/delhi with friends
19. earn more money than the last year
20. Help mom in kitchen etc evrything
21. get a new and some weird hobby
22. Read atleast 5 books, foutainhead must be one of them
23. Be more cool n' hep!!
24. Tennis
25. use more dramatic language
26. Be even more unpredictable
27. Invest
28. No addictions
29. BE more decisive and active

Oye yaar! Bahut ho gaya, it 4am! ab mujhe sona chahiye, vaise bhi most of these things will be completed in dreams only :)